chubur:

Chui forgot about her Christmas tree, and has to set it up by herself. Yeah that plastic-y thing shoved up in the closet. The horrid homemade ornaments from Kindergarten made of pasta and glitter that has flaked off over the years. The santa with one googly eye and the reindeer with the chipped paint. The what-the-fuck-is-this-supposed-to-be-ornament, and the ones made of board games because we couldn’t afford real ones. The glass globes handled so carefully, waiting to be shattered by the curious kitty.

Yeah, it used to be a big thing. But everyone is gone now. Last year I set up the tree 3 days before Christmas, took a day later. Depressing eh? Whatever. I should be used to that by now. Wake up, exchange, smile, clean, eat rice, sleep. Basically sums up our yearly Christmas. Maybe I’ll jazz it up this year and put some lights up in my room, snuggle up and drink some hot chocolate. No Christmas songs. People wonder about me when I say I hate Christmas music. I don’t know, despite my love for Christmas, I really just don’t like the music. For some reason it just makes me sad. At least I like making cookies and gingerbread houses…

Anyone want to come over to set up a Cwissmiss twee with Tooey? We’ve got 15 days to do it!

chui i’m going to get you into the christmas spirit.

(via chubur)

omg. i know.